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~Mixed~

2005-04-09T07:27:00.000-07:00

sorry for not posting so long... was really busy... most of u would have stop coming... wouldnt really think any1 would come already.. but well... nvm...

todae... something really serious happened... during sectionals... it was like another adam khoo thingy.. although i didnt went for it.. but i think its something similar... but after tt... laughter was back to us once more.. i was really happy.. somehow.. tt my seniors and i (including ttk of cuz) can talk like tt.. and its the first time i really felt wat was it about being a band member, a hornist... i felt the uniqueness(if there is such a word) of our section... this is the first time i felt so real in my whole life... i neva knew tt being an sl would mean such great responsibility and sufferings tt no 1 knows... after todae.. i really really from the bottom of my heart respect and admire my seniors.. they actually went thru such great pain in order to help ignorant people like me... i am really thankful to them.. really... there is no way i would ever forget them... they are juz like my family.. for all the silly mistakes, attitude problems, emotion problems and excuses tt i gave to the seniors, i would really like to apologise.. although through the means of speakin wouldnt help anything.. but i guess i still said it.. i promise tt i will be a good senior and junior.. carrying on your aims... fufilling your dream of making css horn section an outstanding one.. i definitely will... and for my dear sl... u are my greatest idol tt i will work to become... ur lvl of intiative, care and concern for us... is really.. really great... i will not let u down either... i love both of u!! my great caring seniors!!

i was once a kbkb band member who alwayz complain about the prac hours and so on... but i found out todae tt wat the leaders of the band are actually going thru.. i didnt understand wat it means to eat band slp band shit band plae band etc.. until i saw wat the student conductor, fabian did... at first there were misunderstandings between us.. but somehow it got better.. the way he actually sacrifised for the band is juz like a father willing to exchange his life for his son/daughter... for tt.. i really thank him for the infinite effort he put in for the band.. without u.. i guess we wun be where we are now...

Mr tan.. our conductor.. is the greatest conductor i know... i dare say tt im not 100% committed to the band until todae.. i know i shld be ashame.. i mean i am.. after todae... i felt tt i really disappointed him... really.. he gave me a new horn.. a new mouthpiece.. and i played shit for him... i felt really bad today.. really really bad... i juz couldnt get things rite... even though i tried.. mayb i tried too little... no matter wat it is... i will push myself all the way.. hopefully i would be able to meet his expectations... im also very sorry to him.. for things tt i've done or said.. im sorry...

I'm also sorry to another person.. whom i somehow alwayz depended on... (mentally).. whenever im down, sad, angry, frustrated, tired, stress, etc... i would alwayz find that person... but mayb im really over dependent.. now tt the person is gone... i found myself in total darkness.. searching for light... i feel so lost now.. but i guess i muz really put all this aside.. and work towards the gold with honours tt all of us want... with our combine effort... i know tt we can do miracles within this 5 days.. i know tt its possible... lets juz make band our first piority(spell wrongly rite?)... we can do it.. believe and WORK!

When you say nothing at all... ... ...

2005-02-18T07:58:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. todae im kind of sadden and stressed up during school hours... as we had to hand in A and E maths file, geog workbook, and go thru geog file... + the fact that its all after reccess.. i was so so so stressed up... yc too.. hahaz.. but after we finally got thru everything.. we could have a break.. (have a kitkat)... hahaz... but oki la.. after tt was band.. and the sectionals was fun!! hahaz... had time to talk cork sing song plae mahjong.. hahaz... but that brings out another stressed point... becuz my batch left onli me and ttk.. and both of us wanted to be the section leader.. there is some politics stuff going on... so i shant further elaborate liao.. later "tio mie".. hmmmm.. cant really blog much today la... hahaz.. cuz my brother behind me pushing on to my shoulders... hahaz!! i'll blog some other time!!! c ya!!! =) READ HOR!!! =P

Geography Test

2005-02-13T02:59:00.000-08:00

<>c31. (a) (i) A- Six’s thermometer
B- Hygrometer
C- Aneroid barometer

(ii) 6°C

(iii) 80%

(iv) 15mm

(b) Data for Graph B was collected by a hygrometer, which is made up of a dry bulb thermometer and a wet bulb thermometer. First, read the temperatures shown on the dry bulb thermometer and the wet bulb thermometer at eye level to avoid parallax error. Find the difference between the two readings, which is the wet bulb depression. Next, refer to the relative humidity table, and using the dry bulb reading and the wet bulb depression values, obtain the relative humidity.

(c) (i) A simple rain gauge is made up of an outer copper casing, an inner copper cylinder with a glass bottle inside and a 12.7cm diameter funnel, which drains rainwater into the glass bottle.

(ii) The rain is collected in the glass bottle. The hole in the funnel leading to the glass bottle is small to minimize the evaporation of collected water. Every 12 hours, the rain collected in the bottle is poured into a measuring cylinder, which has a tapered end so that small amounts of rainwater can be measured accurately. The reading is done at eye level for accuracy.

(iii) Z. It is situated on a path of short grass and in the open field far from obstructions. W and X are not suitable as the school building is blocking the prevailing wind and thus less rain will be collected there. Also, they are situated on concrete ground, which will give an inaccurate reading as rain that falls there may splash into the rain gauges. Y is unsuitable because it is in the school orchard. The trees there may block and intercept the rain, resulting in inaccurate readings.

(d) Land and see breezes are small-scale local winds, which are experienced at the coastal areas. They are a result of the different rates of heating and cooling of the land in relation to the sea. A sea breeze blows during the day when the land is warmer than the sea. A low-pressure area forms over the land while a higher-pressure area forms over the sea. Thus the sea breeze blows from the sea to the land. A land breeze blows during the night when the sea retains the heat from the day and is thus warmer then the land. A low-pressure area forms over the sea while a high pressure forms over the land. Thus the land breeze blows from the land to the sea.

Brunei

is a coastal country and so is affected by the land and sea breezes. The land and sea breezes moderate

Brunei

’s temperature, by lowering the heat during the day and maintaining the heat at night. The diurnal range is therefore small.

40. (a) The mean monthly temperature is the average daily temperature of the month. It is calculated by adding the average daily temperature of the month and dividing the sum by the number of days.

(b) (i) The sea level is made as the reference height so that the readings will be accurate and not affected by changes in the altitudes.

(ii) Peruvian cold current at N and North Atlantic Drift warm current at M.

(iii) These isotherms generally have a east-west trend as there is hardly any continental influence to heat up or cool the water near these land masses. A cold current in the east-west direction also influences this direction of the isotherms. There are no warm or cool currents flowing northwards or southwards which would otherwise influence temperature here.

(iv) A – Mean annual temperature range at W is 30°C. This is because station W experiences a cold temperate climate. It experiences very cold winters as low as -15°C and warm winters of up to 15°C. the temperature range is big also due to hardly any marine influence.

B – High temperature in July at station X is 30°C. This is because in July, the sun is above the Northern hemisphere directly above the Tropic of Cancer. As station X is located near the Tropic of Cancer, its temperature is also high. Station

X is also not situated at a coastal location.

C – Location Y has a low temperature range of almost zero as it experiences an equatorial climate where the temperature is high throughout the year.

(v) Station Z must be on a high altitude. As the temperature decreases with altitude, Z has a low temperature. For example, the temperature will decrease by 6°C with every 1000m increase in height. The isotherms reflect a higher temperature as the temperatures of isotherms are reduced to sea level.

(c) This is so as the surface of the earth is curved. As a result, the sun’s vertical rays strike different parts of the earth at different angles. This angle of incidence at the equator is the biggest (90°) and is smaller away from it. In general, the amount of isolation decreases with the angle of incidence. At the equator, the rays are concentrated on a small area as the angle of incidence is large, so isolation here is high resulting in high temperatures. As one moves northwards or southwards from the equator, the angle of incidence decreases and the rays are spread over an increasing area. This means that isolation decreases so temperatures are lower as one gets further from the equator.

This post is purely for the up coming geog test.. best of luck to all

Mission Accomplish

2005-02-12T02:24:00.000-08:00

hahaz... tell all of u a good news and a bad news.. the good news is i finally finish folding the stars tt i wanted to give on monday.. to her.. BUT!!! i need 4 more!!! i onli got 95 now.. need 4 more.. anybody tat wishes to donate 4 folding paper to me.. please contact me at eugene12zhou@hotmail.com.. or you can kindly make the donation to Mr Zhou in 3/1 classroom on monday.. thank you for your kind donation...

oki.. let me not crap further... today.. is a very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very plain day...

Due to special request.. by miss nicole oh xuan yuan... i will talk about how good a senior and fren she is... oki.. from appearance.. she might look normal.. but actually she is quite good looking if u look closely.. when she wears specs la... =) then sometimes she is quite ah lian.. but actually she is very sweet and caring one.. so judge dun judge people by appearance.. the first time i really got to interact with her was the startin of sec 2 when she took over henry as the sl of the great old mighty horn section.. at first.. we all liked her very much.. but when she got serious... we tend to complain alot and dislike her... it lasted for quite sometime.. all the way till december like tt.. i started liking her.. not as in bgr kind.. then now.. i feel that she is really great.. out-going.. talks alot which keeps me entertain.. really know how to change the atmosphere to suit the situation.. times and times we had made her angry but she still forgave us.. continued to showered us with care and concerns... regardless of how hopeless we sometimes are, she continued to teach us, neva giving up... not onli this.. i really admire her in terms of the intiative level, passion for band and her intelligence lvl... besides being mentally capable, she is also in the sports class.. (meaning she can do sports too) Besides all this good points, she is also very wanted by guys of other races... esp malays.. i can onli conclude by saying that.. Nicole.. YOU RAWKS! =)

I really wanna thank those who tagged on my blog... Junie, Fiona, Doris, Nicole and Carolyn.. THANKS!! hahaz..

~Happy Mood!~

2005-02-11T01:51:00.001-08:00

hmm.. today.. my mood is much much better le.. hahaz.. cuz todae went to sch.. realised that i wasnt the onli one not able to do all the homework given by our "dear" miss ridz... hahaz.. den the test was postpone... at least there is a little bit humanity left in our cher...however that wasnt the thingy that cheered me up.. there are a few things that cheered me up today...

Firstly, it is my senior's bday!!! Nicole's bday... muahahaha.. she's so cute at times but sometimes quite scary and fierce when she is serious... hahaz.. but she is a really good senior.. very understanding and nice to plae with... hahaz.. so i wanna wish her a very very happy bday!! and that she can stay pretty, cute and horny 4eva!!! hahaz..yea.. i hit her 16 times.. for her bday bash.. but i hit quite softly.. so hope that she wun be in pain.. hahaz!

Secondly... its the first time i saw fiona smile... hahaz.. its like so rare!! somemore is i make her smile one.. muahahahaha... tsk tsk... den my sectionmates and i are alwayz lame one... den make me forget about the stress... hahaz... so i really wanna thank them very much...

Thirdly.. im goin to my frens house to bai nian later!!! muahahaz... so fun... hee!! can collect more angbao... tsk tsk.. but the main thing is that we can gather around and talk cock again.. and that's great.. hahaz...

Then... Mr tan, my conductor... want us to pia for the last few months le... den i really hope that the band dun let mr tan down cuz its not that we dun have the potential.. its juz that we are lazy.. and if we really put in the effort for 7 more weeks.. we can get that gold that all of us wanted so much... so lets all gambatte and chiong for these weeks.. We wil clinch the gold medal award!!! Lets believe in ourselves!!! Talking about syf... i wanna wish all the different cca taking part in the syf the best of luck.. and hope that all of us can get a gold medal!! =)

Finally.. i juz realised.. while i was writing the blog that i got a chinese, bio, ss, geog test next week.. and i think tt thats not all of it.. hahaz.. so im feeling stress again.. muahahaz... feel so stress... hahaz.. Take care hor guys!!

Da Nian Chu 2

2005-02-09T09:43:00.000-08:00

Life is beginning to suck for me.. cuz im having school tml and that there is a geog test and lots and lots of homework.. so much homework that it is beginning to stress me to death le.. hahaz... i hate my current life now... its so plain.. all do no play... there is like absolutely no time for me to enjoy myself... and even on new year day itself, i have to do homework... thats the defination of slaves of MOE... Besides all this stupid moe rules, im having a fever... which really made things very bad... its like... i cant eat the goodies cuz i need to be in sch on fri and i cant afford to be sicker now... den in my current sick status i still have to rush out all the homework cuz miss ridz is a very unfeeling person.. she dun give a damn about wadeva excuse u give... and her punishments are really fatal... "copy page 1-34 of your textbook... copy down every single word!" says miss ridz... "the first thing in the morning!!!"... so u can see from this source that i really hate her and school!

Life is really boring now... its onli about school, band, studies, homework, tests, exams... no time for alot of tings... haiz... some seniors told me to quit complaining and juz get use to it... some say juz dun do lor... kanna scolding onli ma... some say aiya... test fail de fail lor... some say dun need to study one ma.. the test so easy... but i think... i really need a real life... cuz im typing this blog real quick.. there will be lotsa typo errors... hahaz.. sorry...

Sometimes... i really think tat i dun belong to the class im in now... i rather belong to the normal acad... but then again.. if im not in the best class... my parents will be disappointed... my brothers will be sad... my aunts and uncles will look down upon me.. and etc... i guess.. thats how the world actually functions... if u are the cream of the top.. u are acknowledged... if u are juz a little lower... u will be treated like shit even though we are all humans... and then.. race plays another important factor in this current society... malays and chinese despise on another... starting a fight for nothing... this is the current society... oh ya.. and if u are rich... people will look up upon u... and if u are poor, they will make u look worse... Benefits are the X factors in most of the cases... if u can be of benefit to him, he will stick with u... if u cant be of benefit to him, he will juz kick u aside... I wonder wat was the adults taught during cme lessons in the past?

My life as a sec 3 is already this bad... i wonder how am i suppose to endure to sec 4? and get thru my o levels... i know that i can get into a jc... thats for sure.. not that im proud or wat.. but hey.. lets be honest... its not that difficult to get into a jc if u really work for it... Nobody is born stupid.. but the f**king moe thinks that seperating the good and the bad will solve all problems.. but this will bring about more discrimination and arrogance in the so called better ones... but hey.. there are alot of millionairs out there that didnt even have a o level cert... i know that the society must improve.. but what actually did the improvement gave us? nothing... it gives more comfort to our life in a materialistic manner... but in order to gain that comfort... we are losing our very own souls... We should study becuz we want to... not becuz we need to... if not... this is not enriching.. this is call torture..

i know that me crapping so much on my third blog entry doesnt help at all.. cuz its not like the minister will drop by at my blog and say.. "oh.. i agree"... if they ever drop by and see the vulgarity i use to describe the government.. i believe i'll be jailed sooner or later.. hahaz.. actually.. im juz trying to vent out all my frustrations... hahaz... but anyway... i still dun like my life now... but i guess i will still have to stick with it... Humans are born to suffer... though some say the very existence of humans is for love... but still.. IM UNWANTED!!! hahaz.. i guess that cant be help.. even if the moe wanna help it will be useless.. =P hahz.. wish u peeps out there a happy new year k! hahaz... dun let my blog affect your mood... i feel much better after writing out some much things in 20 mins... hahaz.. i actually timed myself.. how lame can i get !?!? very! hahaz... k le la... bye bye !!!

Happy Chinese Lunar New Year To ALL!!! =)

2005-02-08T08:36:00.000-08:00

hmmm... today its exactly chinese new year itself!!! im so happy.. though i haven finish my math and geog homework but hey.. its new year!!! i shld get into the festive mood too! =P hahaz.. i guess i will worry worry about it mayb.. tml?? meanwhile.. lets juz enjoy this wonderful new year...

New year wishes: I wish all those who are reading my blog a very happy lunar new year... Zhu ni men, sheng ti jian kang, xin xiang shi cheng, shi shi xun li, bu bu gao sheng, xue ye jing bu, shun shun li li, xiao kou chang kai, wu you wu lui, gao gao xing xing, ren jian ren ai, ji xiang ru yi, guo ge feng shou nian!!!! hahaz=)

New year resolutions: i wish that i can really excel in my studies, band and my love life... hahaz.. hmmm... so i shall start to do my math homework after posting this blog.. hmmm.. as for my band... i wish tat my section and i can really have the passion in horn and neva be arrogant..(like the old me) As for my love life... i will try my best to move her with my sincerity... =) hahaz..

Now.. lets talk about today.. today is like any other plain old day... study study study.. but luckily.. today is new year eve!!! hahaz.. so mrs teo finally decided to give us our deserved half day... i had lotsa fun during bio lesson.. mrs ng tan is so cute!!! she made us sing ba ba black sheep.. and we have to sit down durin the "the".. and the rest of the time.. standing up... den she ended the lessons basically doin a summary on enzymes.. den... it was math!!! my cher didnt scold me for handing up my work so so so so so so soooooooooo late... hahaz... quite grateful for tt.. but still dun really like her=P.. after tt was chinese!!! my fav lesson.. cuz can slack and slack.. mr ng (my chinese cher) talked about "tian gan, di zhi" and this coming year(juz a few hours later) is also know as "yi2 you3 nian2". hahaz.. after which.. there is a chemistry practical re-do session.. mainly becuz the sci helpers in the lab accidentally washed away our experiment... but however.. the lesson ended smoothly and rather quickly..

After school, i dragged wenjian and davin to my pri sch.. wanted to find some teachers but alas, they all zhao already =( hahaz.. den in the end we end up going to a nearby mama shop and i got myself an ice-cream that i have not eaten for years!!! hahaz... stil can rmb how it taste like! =P hahaz.. after which me and wj finally managed to persuade davin to do smth... not telling u what.. hahaz.. den... i went home after tt...

When i reach home, i wanted to do my homework but was really tempted to plae com... but ended up doin some last min house chores.. hahaz.. after which i went to slp... hahaz... im a piggy!!! but im a cute one... =) then... i ended up slacking for a very long time.. den i ate my dinner with my family.. the dinner actually lasted 2hrs! hahaz.. so long... and i had "mei jiu"... which made me felt drunk after tt.. (cuz its from taiwan... the alchoholic concentration is about 40%...) hahaz.. i had about 3 cups den cannot liao.. hahaz... after which i have been sitting in front of the television watching shows.. the "li gu li gu xin nian cai" very funny.. hahaz.. their mahjong luck is superb!!! hahaz...

Finally... im now writing my blog.. and it took me so long... that i dun think i got time to do any homework... HOW!?? hahaz.. i think i will do math mcq instead! hahaz.. see i so guai... muz learn from me k! jkjk... anyway... have a great day tml!!! and hope tat u all have a great "hong bao collection"hahaz.. okok... i better dun talk le.. later really no time for homework.. take care hor guys!!! nitez nitez!!!

~Sadness In The Air~

2005-02-07T05:10:00.000-08:00

Muahahahahahaha... i finally got a blog of my own!!! tsk tsk... for those who have been persuading me to get a blog like 10 years ago.. I FINALLY GOT IT! heee.. i sound pretty lame but hey.. thats me=)

For my first posting.. i shan't talk much.. cause, im not use to writing so much at one go yet.. oki.. first things first.. Chinese New Year is just around the corner!!! Specifically, the day after tomorrow.. im really tempted by the goodies hidden all around the kitchen, esp the chocolates!!! Yum Yum!!! hahaz.. but i scare later i kanna taf club again.. oh ya! im finally out of it btw... =) i really wanna get into the festive mood but it seems that miss ridz is trying to make life difficult for us... she gave about 20 pages of workbook, 30 mcq questions in TYS, a geog w/s that we have to write super long and there will be a test on fri! WTF! despite all the VIOLENT objections that occurred, she still gave it to us anyway... now that i started about school life.. i feel like talking more about it...

Firstly, my Math teacher mrs leong... she is a really fabulous Math teacher but when it comes to admin and stuff.. i really think that she is rather bitchy... she is like totally unfeeling, though much better than miss ridz.. She dun listen to wat we say most of time which really pisses me off.. and im rather worried as i hand in a homework just today when it was due like about 2 weeks ago..

Secondly, life is really beginning to suck as u slowly discover more and more about the life of a sec 3... not only must u excel acadamically, u must also be a great senior in your cca.. luckily for me.. i got 5 great juniors - Li Ling, Theresa, Jessica, Afiqah(not sure about the spelling) and adelaine... so far i had one sectionals with them and they are really cute... they often stare at me as though im gonna eat them up sooner or later... but still.. they are very obedient... hahaz.. =)

Thirdly, there is so much things that i wanna do but it seems that 24 hours per day is just not enough... so i got to sacrifise one or two things that i wanna do for things that i need to do.. oh ya...

Actually.. thats about it.. i lead a plain, ordinary and totally boring life... luckily i got my family, friends and my beloved computer.. its thanks to them that i can actually survive to the age of 15.. i will continue to live on.. (duh~!) =) Finally.. i wanna wish u all a happy chinese new year.. may all your wishes and resolutions come true.. =) oh ya! i wanna thanks fiona in advance cuz she agreed to help me decorate my blog!! =) A BIG THANK YOU!